Saturday, August 16, 2008

Almost a Year..........

.....and even more has happened.

Return to work went well except for a few hiccoughs, I have had a crash in health, a few visits to hospital, have a place of my own to live, have my baby girl Elizabeth living with me....she moved away for a couple of months with her b/f, their baby is due in late February......a baby having a baby.

Hoping for a disabilty pension ....guess that says a lot in itself......

Life has not gone as I'd planned and hoped it would.

The year started out well but has nose dived in a big way. I think the only bright spots are my daughter living with me again and a wonderful man who loves me very much and who I love very much in return. What have I done to deserve his love??? I really do not know but he does love me and will be here for me as I face the bumpy health road ahead. I never imagined in a million years that I would miss him as much as I do when he is not here....He actually lives a 3 hour drive away so that helps us to grow together...if that makes sense...........it does to us anyway.

Have had ups and downs with the kids, which is to be expected when their parents separate...... Lots of adjusting to do. They can at least be thankful my ex and I are not at each others throats all the time and there is no extreme bitterness from one to the other....

Thats about all I can think of to write at this time of night......

Catch you another day....